Blink

December 17, 4997 (Holy Terra calendar)

I had always heard about Leagueheim and its decadent ways. By what my Church instructors taught, I was lead to believe it was a veritable Gehenne of sin. I believed that once I could see it for myself, such an overblown reputation would, like so many other Church fallacies I had been taught, crumble.

I was strangely right, although in a way I never expected. Even here among the smooth ceramsteel spires and flashing lights I found a spirituality of sorts.

We arrived here in time to catch one of Erian's al-Malik allies before he left on some undisclosed mission. Before leaving, he provided us with information on an unknown lost world where the answers to our quest may await us. I will write nothing of it here, until we are closer to our goal.

In his absence, he allowed us the use of his suites. We have used this needed rest to make some additions to our new starship, the Resurgent. Julia demanded a neutrino sensor array, but the prices we discovered were outrageous. We voted against it. That's when she revealed that she knew a place where we could find one cheaper, but she would have to go there in person to arrange the sale. We all thought it promising and agreed.

"I want Onggangarak to come with me," she said. "In case of trouble. And Alustro, too."

"Me?" I said. "I know nothing of commerce. What can I do?"

"Even the most desperate thugs think twice about hitting a priest. You're my insurance against hasty opinions."

"Wait just a minute," Erian said. "This trip is dangerous? Why didn't you say so in the first place?"

Julia rolled her eyes. "Everywhere on Leagueheim is dangerous, Erian! This is just more so."

"Then I forbid it. I will not have Alustro put into unnecessary danger."

"Hold on, now! He'll be fine. Like I said, he's just there to sooth bruised egos and such."

"Erian," Cardanzo said, "They will be fine in Julia's care. We could really use that array."

"Then I'm coming too," Erian said.

"Oh no you're not!" Julia yelled. "They'll know you for the royal brat you are the second you step off the lift! You're staying here."

"How dare you! I can go wherever I want. Whenever and with whomever!"

"Not here you don't. They'll jack the price up at least three times more than it's worth when they smell your privilege."

"Please," Cardanzo said, "there is no reason for raised voices. Julia is right, Erian. You and I must stay here and let them do their work."

"Why do you stay?" Julia said, looking surprised. "I could use you there."

"A bodyguard does not leave his charge," Cardanzo replied. "Besides, Ong is more than capable of providing all the muscle or threat you may need."

Julia looked annoyed but nodded. "All right, then. Let's go, you two." She picked up her belt, loaded with her blaster and all manner of tools, and headed for the door. Ong and I got up to follow.

She lead us through a dizzying maze of sidewalks, escalators, tubes and cargo lifts until we reached what I believe was the ground level of Leagueheim. At least, it seemed like the ground. It was dark even though slight patches of daylight shone through openings in the soot layer above and innumerable fusion signs from hundreds of stores flashed at us from all directions. None of this phased Julia, although at times I think Ong was ready to attack something. I feared lest an unattentive pedestrian bump into him.

Eventually, Julia stopped in front of a bar called the Last Flight Out and peered inside through the grimy window. "This is it. Name's changed but the place is still the same. As long as the same owner's here, we're fine."

I began coughing immediately upon entering the place. I don't know what sort of burning weed was in the air, but it wasn't tobacco or even one of the milder narcotics.

"Yimbun," Julia said. "Cover your mouth and you'll get used to it. Smells awful but tastes great."

I nodded, pulling by robes over my nose. Ong seemed undisturbed by the smell, even though his senses were keener. I assume that the legendary Vorox resistance to toxins held true here.

Julia lead us through the crowded room to the bar and rapped on it, trying for the bartender's attention. "The owner in?"

The sweaty fellow glared at her. "Who wants to know?"

"Julia Abrams. He knows me."

The man nodded and picked up a small palm squawker. He whispered something into it, which I could not hear over the crowd's conversations. He looked at Julia and nodded, smiling. "Wait here. He'll be right out."

As we lounged against the bar, I noticed a few men across the room looking at us and talking. They seemed to know Julia, but were not too happy about it. As I was about to ask Julia who they were, a yell came from the rear of the bar.

"You! How dare you come into my establishment!"

Julia turned to the man and went white. "Yours?! Where the Gehenne is Lark?"

"Lark's dead," the man said, now backed up by a number of thugs gathering around him. "Left the place to me."

"He would. He never did have a good eye for character. Leaving his pride and joy to Sobol Hetch. So what now?"

"We settle up, that's what. Decide here and now who's best."

Ong began to growl deep in his throat. Sobol's thugs began to look nervous, their hands reaching for their holsters.

"Here and now," Julia said. "Let's go."

"Wait!" I cried. "There's no need for violence! Whatever your dispute is, surely there's a calmer resolution!"

Julia and Sobol both looked at me like I was mad.

"Violence?" Julia said.

"What's the harm in a game of Blink?" Sobal said.

"Blink?" I stammered. "What is Blink?"

Sobol pulled out a deck of holographic cards and slid them towards us across the bar. "That's Blink. Best damn game of chance in the Known Worlds is what."

I could see Julia's eyes roll up. "Say's you. But since it's so damn important to you, let's play. No way you'll beat me, though."

"I've learned a lot of tricks since we played last, Abrams. I think this one's mine."

Sobol went over to a table and shoved some empty glasses off it, scattering them across the floor. None of them broke. "Have a seat. All of you."

Julia walked over and sat down, but motioned for us to stay behind her. "They'll stand."

Sobol, seating himself, shrugged. "Fine. Let's play. Can your boy shuffle cards?"

"Sure," Julia said, picking up the deck, which one of Sobol's men had fetched from the bar. She handed it to me.

I have never handled a deck of cards in my life. I looked at the ones I now held in my hand and caught by breath in awe. They were stunningly beautiful. Lush, three-dimensional images leapt from the card surfaces as I peered through the deck. Impossible patterns of color and texture mixed together as two cards were connected and broke apart again as they seperated. I shook myself from the reverie and placed the deck on the table, trying to remember what shuffling looked like from having seen it done.

"They're mesmerizing, aren't they, priest?" Sobol said. "Banned on most of the Known Worlds by the Church. Your even touching them would get a reprimand from your superior and a call for confession. But here on Leagueheim, who is going to police such things? No priest with any wits would step foot in this district. Except you, and you're only here because Abrams here was looking for an element of surprise."

Julia frowned. "My confessor goes where I go, Sobol."

"Yours? Or does he belong to some haughty royal you're screwing?"

Julia stared at Sobol with utter hatred and the tension returned.

"Uhm I think I've got them randomized," I said. "Is this good enough?"

Sobol did not take his eyes off Julia. "Fine. Go ahead and deal us seven cards each -- without revealing them."

When they had the cards, I stepped back behind Julia to see what was in her hand. It made no sense to me, but I was awestruck again at the intense images. They almost portrayed something, and it was maddeningly tempting to stare at them until the image they were hiding revealed itself.

Julia hid the cards, looking at me. "Don't stare too long. That's the trick. You'll try for hours -- years, even -- to put the cards in the right combination to reveal 'it.'"

"It?"

"The secret they hold. The image just on the edge of consciousness. If you ever saw it, it would solve everything. Or so everyone thinks. It's all just a load of crap. A bunch of random holograms generated by a field. As long as the cards are in a certain range, they're affected by the field."

"But what generates the field? Where's the power?"

"Who knows? That's what makes them so valuable. Can't make them anymore."

"Enough talk," Sobol said. "Put down a card."

Julia looked through her hand again and placed down a bluish card with a slowly revolving vortex. Sobol quickly laid a green card with rising lines on top of it. The two images combined to create a weird effect, somewhat like a jumpgate, with lines of force radiating from a spirals. Sobol smiled. Julia frowned.

This went on for some time. About an hour into the game, Julia sent me to the restaurant next door for some food. One of Sobol's men came with me to help carry the bags.

Three hours after it began, however, it was over. Julia placed a red card with intermittant flashes on top of Sobol's yellow, pulsing mist. The effect was to destroy all the images, leaving a momentary void in the space where they had been. The effect lasted for perhaps less than a second, but I could now understand why Sobol was so obsessed with the game.

Staring at that blank moment, it seemed that something leapt in to fill it, some deep feeling of contentment. Julia sighed and had a look on her face unlike any I had seen her wear before. For once, the tense jaw slackened and her eyes softened and she had a fleeting glance of peace.

Sobol looked like he wanted to cry, for he obviously had not recieved the full effect. Was it possible that it affected the winner differently than the loser? If so, what form of technology was this?

After a moment's silence where nobody made a sound, Sobol gathered the cards together, held them close to his body and stood up. "What's it going to be, Abrams? Name your price."

"A neutrino sensor array for an exploration class vessel."

"That's it? You just won Blink and all you want is a lousy sensor array?"

"I don't want your cards, Sobol. I just came for some hardware."

"Okay. Yeah. All right. It's yours. Where do you want it delivered?"

"Charioteer Bay 33."

"It'll be there. It'll take a day or two at least, though. You understand that?"

"If it's not there in three," Julia said, standing up. "I'll coming looking for it."

Ong seemed to sense his cue and growled a short, gruff bark.

Sobol nodded. "It'll be there."

Julia turned toward the door and began walking. We followed, although I kept glancing over my shoulder back at Sobol to see what his reaction was. I suspect this was a violation of exit etiquette for it implied that I expected a blaster at our backs. But he was slumped in the chair again and looked like a loved one had died. I couldn't even begin to fathom such an addiction.

We said little on the way back, for Julia was obviously in no mood to talk. On the lift upwards, however, I know I saw a tear in her eye. She wiped it away quickly to hide it from us.

How can it be that a mere toy of the Second Republic can elicit a religious response in one who has denied it from even the Church? Such a thing is alien to me. To find faith, no matter how elusive, in a thing rather than a being is All to human, perhaps?

From Merchants of the Jumpweb